Bogus Bogart

chritiane's bday partey

2005-12-24T13:44:00.000+08:00

ooh.. after much thinking, naisipan din ni medina na magpaparty.. pero ang problema, naisip nya na mag-party right the next day. so, ang pumunta lang from admu ay kami ni mike. oh well. asteeg yung place, parang pang debut, at parang children's party at the same time.... ang mga kanta nun eh: EIEIO... ABTDEFG... and as usual... videoke song #9950:ewan ko, di ko alam..

si mike, nagkaihi sa pants nya

tapos, (dahil tapos naman na party ni xtiane, pwede ko na sabihin to) sabi ni mike:
"JM, yung ate ni christiane parang sya, pero mas HOT"

haay naku.. anyway.. si christiane, feeling SMB model

tapos, iba pang peeehcurs

teka, andito lahat ng pics

musmos partey

2005-12-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

christmas party ng musmos nung thursday. masaya. sablay lang yung mga kuha ko.. sana may magbigay saken ng pics

ewan ko, hindi ko alam...

2005-12-19T18:41:00.000+08:00

... pwede bang wag na lang natin pag-usapan. (lss for the past few weeks)

lss (as in last song syndrome) yung band name nila teod. ewan ko lang ha.

to mike and christiane: sorry kung underperforming ako the past few weeks. you know why naman ata eh. sorry talaga.

i'll be having dinner with my castmates last feb. its been a while. di man lamanang namin tinext yung isa.

natatakot ako sa thesis namin. not because baka hindi namin matapos, pero dahil wala man lang ka-advise-advise samin kung sinu man. sana soon enough may dumating na.

we have a new computer here at ctc208, woo. ambilis. sana lang pwede mag limewire.

i wanna read narnia. i wish i could buy gifts for everyone.

LABO.. baboosh. im off to yellow cab.

ps.....

isang malaking ngek...

2005-12-14T21:51:00.000+08:00

pumunta ako ng school ng maaga para manuod ng a knight's tale.. to think na may test ako for cannon sa hapon... anyway, 430 yung test tas nakatulog ako ng mga 330 ata sa 208.. at ginising na lang ako ng aking ever faithful thesis mates. punyeta pala si mike dahil ginising nya ako earlier kasi trip lang nya. anyway.. 2 parts yung test. yung first part eh psych test with all the weird sex questions, pero the best yung

1) are you satisfied with your sex life chaka
2) are all your dreams about sex

wtf?! tas tinitingnan ko yung papel ni medina, tas akala ng mga tao kumokopya ako.. wtf?! hello... anyway, nakita ko na ang sagot nya ay "pro" dun sa question #1.. which means satisfied sya.. ay tingnan nyo pala blog ni xtiane.. para sa iba pang flops sa psych test na yun.. altho sablay yung post nya dahil madaming di tumpak na details dun.

tapos nung pysch test, yung technical test.. buti na lang kinuha ko yung sa software engr test kasi feeling ko mas madali yun.. walang memory work na kailangan.. as in kahit on the spot, pwede mo aralin.. di katulad nung sa hardware ekek. dapat memorize pa yung mga "stuff" from previous classes. so in short nadalian ako.. behh!! buti na lang di ako nag aral kasi kung inaral ko yung dala ko na book, sayang lang sa oras kasi ibang subject naman yun. weeeee. besides, aral?! pang bubu lang yun...

anyway, ambait ng canon dahil may libreng doublecheeseburgermeal from mcdo for free!! weee... libre dinner. sabi ni mads.. "nanghula na lang ako nung naamoy ko yung cheeseburger, para makakain na.." or something like that. si patrick, maaga natapos, wala pa yung burgers so binalikan pa nya. haha!

anyway.. pagkatapos nung test, nasa 208 kami tas pinaikot ko si xtiane sa upuan nya.. tas sabi nya ako naman.. eh dahil ewan. umikot ikot din ako... tas sinubukan maglakad pero sablay.. after a few minutes.. ang sakit ng ulo ko at sukang suka pa ako. bwiset! di ko alam bat ko pa ginawa yun.. may sakit pa naman ako.. BUBU.. so umuwi na lang ako at nag blog.. hirap mag type pag masakit ang ulo kaya tama na.. bye..

weekend

2005-12-12T00:40:00.000+08:00

haay.. wedding nung sabado.. asteeeg. nag barong barong barong ako during the wedding tas nag coat during the reception.. labo.. pa cute lang yun.. anyway, muntik na ako di magising dahil sa "walang tulugan extra challenge" w/ emily na kung saan natalu ako.. ugh. ok lang, malamang!

tas crismusmos nung sunday. haaay, sarap mag crismusmos pag hindi ka head ng kahit anu... enjoy enjoy lang. andun si randyng anay, pero wala yung randyng anay show.. buti naman. di namin na pull off ang aming "away" act dahil natatawa ako. pati sha din ata. so pinagtawanan na lang namin ang mga peeeps na naniwala (e.g. jenie, conie, oo mali spelling pero para nag rh-rhyme sa spelling ng jenie, labo) (BOMALABS!).. anyway, i think ok lang naman yung crismusmos.. syempre mas maganda last year kasi mas magaling yung project head last year (sinu na nga yun?! ehem..) sana walang kumontra kasi..... paparapapa.. blog ko to.. ang makialam isusumbong sa "moon"

Hippie Bogart

2005-12-09T11:22:00.000+08:00

sakto

bulok mobile

2005-12-07T00:38:00.000+08:00

my ever lovable car... kahit may konting flaws...

1) walang aircon (sira ang compressor)
2) sira ang power window sa driver side
3) sira ang casette
4) walang cd.
5) may leak ang a/t / powersteering pipe
6) sabog ang suspension
7) pudpod na goma
8) broken right tail light.
9) etc...

kahit na.. mahal ko pa din... ever faithful and reliable

libatix intervention

2005-12-04T12:32:00.000+08:00

dapat nasa beach ako nung friday at saturday but apparently, pinapunta kami ni mr libatix sa UP for some ece convention.. si "* * * *" nabarok dahil kabado. sabi nya "condActed", chaka "for exampUl", tapos nagpaka atenista din siya.. sabi nya "STUFF LIKE" sa isang formal presentation. hehe.. tas si "_ _ _ _ _ _" nalaglag panty kay "_ _ _ _ _" ganito yung conversation.

?: *blah blah blah* na ni .....
jm: oo nga eh, di ko nakilala
?: HOT NA!

hehehe.. anyway, that's not the point. after ng stupid conference, pumunta ako sa PACKING ng Musmos... tapos nung gabi pumunta kami ng "riverbanks" ba yun?!

so ayun, buti na lang di ako nag beach... :)

ganado mag blog

2005-11-30T22:55:00.001+08:00

haay, natutuwa naman ako dahil may natatawa sa mga post ko.. may nakuha lang kasi ako na YM nag nagsasabi na 'funny' daw yung blog ko! :)

anyway, gusto ko lang i-kwento si blondie, isa sa mga teacher ko ngayong sem (2 lang naman ang teacher ko kaya malamang, madali mahulaan kung sinu sya). pero bago ang lahat, gusto ko muna sabihin na hindi naman ako malupet mag-salita.. di ako eloquent. sa totoo lang, barok nga ako eh, mali pa mga spelling at grammar ko. wala pa akong 'R' as in 'gwade school' o kaya 'weceive'.. whatev.. tapos bingi pa ako (but that's not the point). pero eto si blondie.. mas malupet pa sa 'ken.. ABA.. teacher sya ha.. at top placer pa sa ECE board exam (ugh, kung tama ang pagka-alala ko). sabi nya nung isang umaga habang naghihintay ng mga late students..

wala pa sila, noh?! maaga pa.. sige, let's wait them

WTF?! hello... wahh.. inuulit ko, hindi ako malupet sa pag sasalita pero naman... anyway, dahil sa di ako mapalagay, nag notes na lang ako.. tas 'ito yung highlight ng mga na-i-sulat ko...

1. how the existing network work - hmm..
2. weakness and strength - mukha namang tama pero?! ewan..
3. what is required characteristics - mukha ding tama...
4. you are 3 member of your group - hmm (2x pa nya ata to sinabi)

ugh.. tapos ang favorite example pa nya pag dating sa numbers eh '50', pero ang sinasabi niya 'pifty' waahhhh....

tas eto pa.. yung link nya sa web site nya for class stuff ay 'Ateneo Studs'.. wtf?! anu kami, mga asong makakati?! pwede din siguro PERO kung ganun &@$%^## nya!

kung iisipin ko, ok lang naman siya, at hindi ko pinagdududahan ang kalupitan nya pag dating sa ECE stuff, pero naisip ko din, na yung mga kaklase ko ay nag babayad ng mga 50k a sem para sa ganung klaseng teacher?! naman...

a clue!!

cant wait...

2005-11-29T11:07:00.000+08:00

(ang hirap ninjahin ng picture na 'to, andamot ng imdb.com eh, buti na lang malupit ako)

astig si aeon flux!
astig si charlize!

i love you! waaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

sana lang hindi sablay..

babaeng driver sa f1?!
matuloy kaya siya?!...

harry potter

2005-11-17T08:58:00.000+08:00

hmm. what about.. pinanuod ko nung first day.. andaming tao.. sheesssh.. mga excited. what can i say?! hmm... well, it was better than the last 3, sobra. hindi masyadong sablay ang transitions.. at ok na editing from the book.. altho may mga stuff na inaabangan ko na di pinakita like the quidditch world cup.. stupid! yun pa naman yung most awaited part ko. astig pa naman yung intro.

anyway.. HOTTTTT HOTTT HOTTTT na si hermione!! as well as FLEUR! napanaginipan ko pa nga sya eh. hmm, di ata dapat sinasabi yun ah.. anyway.. besides them.. sablay na ang cast.. ron is buff, harry has poor acting skills, mad eye has titanium legs and di maganda ang pagkalagay ng mata nya, at di sya masyadong payat. krum is macho guy, inisip ko di sya ganun. the twins aint hot.. sayang, twins pa naman.

haay nakakatamad na mag blog so ill end here

Bicol Vacation

2005-11-04T19:35:00.000+08:00

For the past 2 weeks, nasa bicol ako. It was one hell of a vacation. Nag beach kami almost everyday na gising kami (cuz usually tulog kami ng mga pinsan ko). We even tried surfing, pero medyo walang nangyari, hindi kasi kami naka board shorts eh. May isang kainan pala sa beach na ang tawag ay "Sa Tabing Dagat". STD for short, sayang walang picture nun.

Ang Macho ko talaga

Alin dito pwet ko?!

my cousin pawi at si juliong panget. ganda ng waves no?!

Tapos, every night naman, umiinom kami. May "bar" kasi "kami" dun eh. Libre lahat: beer, pulutan.. basta, kahit anu, wag lang abuso! Tapos meron pang AKUSTIK NAYTS. yun talaga yung spelling. May mga performer na lahat ng S ay nagiging Z, parang "Zenk you Bery much". pero bawal kantahin ang "HINDI" MYMP, Nina, Hale, Cushe, at pinoy big brother theme song. Isa lang ang malupit na "performer" dun, in quotes kasi um-extra lang sya, kapatid nya yung totoong performer, pero siya yung pinaka malupit. and she's only 14 years old.. ugh.. di sya maganda dito sa pic pero nakakain-lab ang boses.

Hmm, diba di maganda... andun pa ang kuya.

View ng table. Labo

Aww, kaya nga pala kami pumunta dun ay dahil Nov 1, and we were supposed to visit CEMENTERYO UNO. na kung san nakalibing ang mga ninuno ko. Parang FETE yung cementery dun, may orc (isa lang) naka mask sya na pang halloween, feeling nya may trick or treat pa. tapos may mga nagsusugal sa ibabaw ng nitso. WTF?! oh well..

Proud si julio na naging governor ang great lolo ko (kapatid nya si general lukban na nasa history books). Waaah, Miguel! di kaya ako yun?!

Hmm, ito pala yung bahay namin sa bicol... parang mosaleum. hehe.

Tapos sa loob may "3 maria" na nakakatakot lalu na pag nanunuod ka ng tungkol sa mga mumu sa madaling araw at sila pa makikita mo

Bicol Adventure (Day 0)

2005-10-23T19:02:00.000+08:00

I'll be leaving for bicol in an hour.

kanina lang, nasa fairview ako with miggy and paolo, tinuturuan ko sila mag skateboard (doh, parang qualified ako mag turo) anyway, sad to say, i-na-idolize yata ako ni miggy. una, gusto nga nya mag skateboard, tas sabi nya kanina, "i want my hair to be like kuya ninong's".. WEIRDO! kawawang bata..

umm, ngayon, andito ako sa isang internet cafe sa alimall (jologs) at naghihintay ng oras. dadating yung bus ng 830.. its not weird but its supposed to be. first time ko kasi mag bus na ako yung magiging bantay. ugh, i mean, nag bu-bus naman going to bicol before and i fell secure kasi anjan naman si nanay, o si tatay, o si tita o si tito. pero this time, wala sila... at ang kasama ko pa ay si pawi, ang nakababata kong pinsan. what i mean is, secure siya (i think) kasi kasama nya ako. ugh, kung anu man, i can only conclude 1 thing from this: tumatanda na ako.

anyway, i wonder what this bicol adventure would be like... malamang, tulog kain beach lang tulad ng dati, but we'll see. sana hindi.

For the record...

2005-10-14T09:14:00.000+08:00

(pero bago yun, sabihin ko lang na punyeta yung umutot sa MRT kanina, AMBAHOooo!)

... madami kayong maririnig na reklamo at parinig na puno ng pagmumura mula sa akin (tulad nung 1st line sa post na to), pero wag sanang seryosohin! dahil wala namang (masyadong) meaning ang mga ito (pero punyeta talaga yung umutot sa MRT). masarap lang talaga mag reklamo, mag pa-guilty at mag-sungit . sa totoo lang, madyo mataas naman ang tolerance level ko sa kahit na anung bagay, pero amboring naman kung ganun diba. puro na lang ok?! sa dapat mag reklamo!!

Friendster Anti-Stalker

2005-09-30T23:36:00.000+08:00

I just checked my prendster account at meron na siyang anti-stalker features! ugh, you now see who has viewed your profile recently. Napaisip tuloy ako sinu mga ni-check-out ko recently. ugh.. bistado. haha.

Anyway, tiningnan ko yung aking list (na super onti lang, olats) at more than half sa kanila, ay hindi ko kilala. oh well.. chaka anu ba yung send a smile?! bomalabs. anyway...

teka, ang hirap nito gawan ng title

2005-09-26T02:21:00.000+08:00

Ka birthday ko pala si Jim Clark. one of the greatest drivers in history. sadly, namatay siya while racing.

Jim clark in the lotus 49, one of the coolest looking cars for me

ugh, a closer look. di ata magkakamukha ang magkaka-birthday

In other race news, at last, McLaren gets their 1-2 victory in sao paolo, after 5 years men! woohoo! well deserved. Its Montoya-Kimi if you really care, this puts them #1 sa constructors championship.

BUT SADLY.. Alonso wins 3rd place, which means, f1 world champion na siya. SAD. to add insult to injury (tama ba?!) siya ang youngest na nakakuha ng title na yun. damn. too bad for kimi the idol. ugh..

di pala ako makapili ng astig na pics from my last post at di ko din ma-upload ang aming video. anlaki eh. nitatamad ako mag antay.

Vanity!

2005-09-24T16:49:00.000+08:00

click!

Nag 'thesis' kami kahapon/kanina from 2am till around 5. Here's a picture browser, di ko pwede i display lahat, bka bukas pa matapos mag load eh. Highlights to follow, Plus an amazing music video from my 'new band' - shugah shtowned, i mean sugar stoned. its free. huh?!

previous - random - next
mabagal talaga mag-load chaka may bugs yan. if ever walang lumabas pag pindut nyo ng next/prev/rand, pindutin nyo na lang ulet. Or, puntahan na lang kayo dito

ugh, do i really have to do this.

2005-09-19T19:09:00.000+08:00

In 3s

I was tagged by: Christiane

Three names you go by:
1. JM
2. Lukban
3. Bogart

Three screen names you have had:
1. JM
2. Bogart
3. BogusBogart

Three physical things you like about yourself:
1. 50% curly hair
2. hindi masyado mataba
3. eyes

Three physical things you don't like about yourself:
1. sobrang payat
2. hindi tumataba
3. teeth, teka lang, dentista mga magulang ko ah

Three parts of your heritage:
1. spanish
2. chinese (di ba lahat naman ng tao may part chinese, kasi sobrang dami na nila eh, so malamng diba)
3. malay (as in hindi ko alam)

Three things that scare you:
1. makulong
2. mabulag
3. hubad sa harap ng madaming tao

Three of your everyday essentials:
1. underwear
2. cellphone
3. panyo

Three of your favorite musical artists:
1. incubus
2. save ferris
3. reel big fish

Three of your favorite songs:
1. baby i love ur way
2. come on eileen
3. drive

Three things you want in a relationship:
1. trust
2. loyalty
3. make-out

Three lies and/or truths in no particular order:
Lies
1. I dont have a secret
2. I dont have insecurities
3. Im not a nerd
Truths
1. My mom saw my porn mag when i was in 5th grade
2. I am 50% deaf
3. I have bad writting skills

Three physical things about the opposite sex that appeals to you:
1. get-up
2. bagay ang hairstyle
3. eyes

Three of your favorite hobbies:
1. Surfing (internet ha)
2. DVDs
3. "hanging out"

Three things you want to do really badly now:
1. Eat Pizza
2. PS2
3. Drive

Three careers you're considering/you've considered:
1. Driver
2. Programmer
3. Pronstar

Three places you want to go on vacation:
1. Bora
2. Bicol
3. Brazil

Three kid's names you like:
1. Joey
2. Sam
3. Alex

Three things you want to do before you die:
1. Race
2. Sky Dive
3. Surf

Three ways that you are stereotypically a boy:
1. I like girls
2. Nag GI Joe Ako nung bata ako
3. Cars cars cars!

Three ways that you are stereotypically a girl:
1. Maayos ang cabinet at drawers ko
2. nag wiwindow shopping ako (pero mag-isa ako usually, ayoko may kasama)
3. nag po-powder ako sa mukha

Three celeb crushes:
1. Julia Clarete
2. Meg Ryan
3. Hsu something (the one from so close)

THREE people that I would like to see take this quiz:
1. Randy
2. Tatoff
3. Jeff
-> di sila nag blo-blog eh, so id really like to see them do this

under where?

2005-09-19T09:04:00.000+08:00

bakit panty ang tawag sa panty
at brief ang tawag sa brief?!

di ba dapat 'panty' ang tawag sa brief kasi 'pang ti' namantalaga yun
at dapat 'pampy' naman ang tawag sa panty kasi yun naman ay 'para sa pi'

naisip ko lang..

oh yeah! die egg!

2005-09-16T17:57:00.000+08:00

natapos ko ang CHICKEN INVADERS NG WALANG DAYA!!

wohoo!! out of nowhere, naisipan ko mag laro ng chicken invaders at ewan ko kung sinu ang sumanib saken at gumaling ang aking playing style. ang lupit ko umilag, ambilis ko pumindot, at napaka patient ko maglaro. err, anu kaya naitulong nito sa ekonomiya ng pilipinas.. akala mo lang meron, pero wala wala WALA!

jm and jme talking

2005-09-14T14:53:00.000+08:00

jm: nag enjoy ka ba nung naging kayo?
jme: di masyado eh.

hmm.. sinu kaya yun?

bus ride pic

2005-09-14T12:37:00.000+08:00

This is a picture of our harry potter-like midnight bus ride along EDSA. Jenie tried to hold the camera as still as possible to no effect.

thesis meeting

2005-09-07T00:15:00.000+08:00

so nag meeting kami for thesis kanina at eto yung checklist

[] 'deadline' date: sept 23-25
[] car
[] surfboard
[] tent
[] lutuan
[] sleeping bag
[] "medicine"
[] "money"
[] "map"
[] drinks - w/o quotes
[] chips
[] de lata
[] radio
[] iPod ni mike
[] laptop - thesis nga eh
[] chics
[] boylets - requirement ni xtiane
---
[] room
[] gas
[] toll gate (dapat OC)
[] "drinks"
[] food

ayan.. madami pa ako dapat i-blog, at pasalamatan, pero "nitatamad" ako eh. 'til next time my adorable fans...

mtv awards

2005-08-29T10:27:00.000+08:00

pumunta kami ni jenie sa mtv music awards pinas, dahil meron syang front row seats na tickets. andun kami sa almost katabi ni cindy kurleto, pero dahil gusto ko na totoong katabi siya, lumipat kami ng upuan, pero di pala kami dapat dun, at hindi din kami dapat dun sa almost katabi. so, to make the sort shtort long, (huh?) napalayo pa kami sa stage. ugh.

tapos bago pala kami pumunta dun, may katangahan na nangyari sa jeep. basta ang short version, si jenie bumaba na, ako nasa jeep pa tapos late na namin na realize. basta. parang ewan. ugh.

stress times 20million

2005-08-22T23:12:00.000+08:00

nakaka-urat ang schedule ko... ojt / thesis / at ang mga walang kwenta kong faithfool friends. wala akong mabitawan sa 3.

1) thesis - doh...
2) friends - err, hirap talaga ako tumanggi pag niyaya ako eh..
3) ojt extension - pwede iwanan actually pero kelangan for #2, chka ok pang resume din eh

so ang gulo ng buhay ko
1) m-w-f: ojt ojt ojt.. 9-5 lang pero gumigising ako ng 530 cuz mahaba ang biyahe. im there at 8 at ako usually ang nagbubukas ng opis,
2) m-w: thesis, after ojt i go straight to school
3) t-th: class, i usually do other stuff at this days like "ojt homework" and "thesis research"!
4) sats: friends night musmos. etc.
5) sundays. i sleep the whole day because of #4

basta, tas andami pang imprompto na emergency ekek. (like i have 2 go to office tom, tuesday, or may thesis din tom or nag dinner ako with friends kanina)
basta ganun fuck fuck fuck. di ako tuloy makapag gawa ng html crap

2005-07-05T16:29:00.000+08:00

Bad trip, walang YM sa school. And they did something so we can't install it. Fuck. Anyway, I watched war of the worlds in greenbelt last night, thanks to my uncle. The movie treat came with a free cappuccino from fiagro. Woohoo! Anyway, he told me to sleep in their house since it was pretty late and he didn't want me to go home in a bus. "Baka ma-guilty pa ako pag may mangyari sa'yo" sabi nya. So, I slept in Paranaque, and when I woke up, I went straight to school. I was wearing the same thing I had the day before. But who would notice it anyway.

Wala na akong masulat. Ay, may thesis topic na pala ako but I have not been paying any attention to it. Nakakatamad eh. Maybe in a few weeks iisipin ko na yun. But for now, umm, bahala na.

Pilipinas

2005-07-03T02:05:00.000+08:00

Why are lots of things in twos?
Hands on Clocks, Gloves and Shoes
Scissor Blades and Water Taps
Collar studs and luggage straps.
Walnut cracks and pigeon's eggs
Arms and eyes and ears and legs.

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Tama ba? I memorized this from some book when i was 5.

--> In other news...

Nakanila Pau kami kanina, I just got home actually. I did nothing, and they did anything interesting. Umm, actually, I was watching Wimbeldon pero nag-videoke sila (which means I have to stop watching). Tumingin din sila sa yearbook ng batch 05. Wala akong beer. damn. di pala masaya yun pag lahat sila meron.

reklamo

2005-06-30T22:09:00.000+08:00

walang hiya. hindi nag-renew ng domain ang aeces.net so pati yung jm.aeces.net, wala na.. e andun lahat ng blog stuff ko, pati mga stolen stalking pictures, atchaka mga controversial website(s) ko andun. bad trip.. pati yung tagboard ko andun.. pati tuloy si jenie walang tagboard. shit. so i have to rehost my blog back here at blogspot with that blogspotbar on top... i kinda dont like that thingy.. but that's life.. until i get a new host/domain..

pucha. nagkasakit ako.. di tuloy ako nakapasok sa aking one and only class! at higit sa lahat, di tuloy ako nakanuod ng war of the worlds! grrRR. what a week! antaas ng lagnat ko 38.7, tapos di ako makagalaw sa kama, buong likod ko masakit at parang may isang kilong nanigas na sipon sa sinus ko. iniwan pa ako ng pamilya ko sa bahay. great! anyway, magaling na ata ako ngayon. sana tuloy tuloy na.

ugh. nag a-antibiotics pala ako ngayon, so i cant drink anything alcoholic till god knows when. sana forever. alcoholic drinks are bad.

"watcha doin ther in fehrview"

i dont know

2005-06-24T23:46:00.000+08:00

ok, i was just typing a long entry, but decided not to continue it. its very disorganized, very inconsistent and i cant find the proper ending. its something about letting go, and you can read it if you don't mind its ugliness, those that i mentioned earlier. click here if you must.

reply on jenie's blog, and binyagan

2005-06-22T23:44:00.000+08:00

jenie wrote something about her schedule, you can read it here. i just wanna post my comment..

speaking of schedules.. i have the MOST hectic one.. i have a class, one class, every tuesdays and thursday, 3-430pm, damnit..

i usually wake up at 6am, and weewee.. then sleep again.. wake up at 8am and move to my parents room and sleep there. wake up at 10am, turn the ps2 on and play till around 11 or 12, then have lunch..

after lunch, i take a bath.. a nice long one cuz im not in a hurry of anything. then i surf the net. on days with class, i leave at around 2pm. otherwise, i just surf, or do errands or play gt4 on ps2.

when my parents arrive, we have dinner, then i do some other stuff like watch tv, or whatever.. then i sleep..

oh my gah.. so hirap... hmm.. dapat ata lagay ko to sa blog ko.. yah yah.. bukas na.. have to sleep na.. its 1138pm and i still have a 3pm class 2mrw.. so MUCH TO DO, so LITTLE TIME

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oh, and i forgot to post about pai's son's baptism. ninong ako! woohoo.. err, gastos! damn. but still im greatful that they trust me.. i wonder why?!

here are some pics..

cute ba?

binyagan nga eh

feel na feel ni mike ang pagka atenista nya

mga nag-aral sa ateneo, at nag-aaral sa ateneo.. punyetang school. di na talaga ako nagkaron ng matinung picture!!

oh, and guess who showed the fuck up.. yep its my all time favorite teacher.. haha, what an ender!

* end

another sleepless night

2005-06-21T22:07:00.000+08:00

bwiset, di nanaman ako makatulog, wala pa akong magawa.

di ako makapag GT4 dahil nasa magulang ko ang ps2? hmm, parang high school.. why me? why me?

di ako makatulog dahil sa kung anung rason meron ang diyos!

kaya't nagsusulat nanaman ako ng mga walang kwentang bagay...

random thoughts:
a) nanalo si schumi for the first time, dahil ang kalaban nya ay jordan at minardi.. wtf?! fuck you schumi! hmm, bat ko ba siya inaaway, i know it wasn't his fault. baka gusto ko lang mang-away.. read all about it here or here.
b) basang basa ako pag dating ko sa bahay. yung left part ko lang pala. stupid jeep, sa harap pa kasi ako sumakay.. stupid me.. fuck you jm!
c) di ako naiinip sa "jeep ride", basta ba wala akong hinahabol na oras. i wouldn't mind sitting there for an hour or two, basta ba walang appointment.. andami ko ngang naiisip na kung anu-ano.. yung iba serious, iba kagaguhan lang..
d) may aquarium pala kami with four flower horns.. pag wala akong magawa, nag dra-drawing ako ng malalaking isda sa aquarium (with whiteboard markers) and then i pretend na kakainin nung fake fish yung real fish.. sisigaw ako "mama, yung isda, kakainin na nung malaking isda".. sasabihin ng nanay ko "ulul"... hmm, napaka nanay naman nya.
e) kung anu-ano naiisip ko pag di ako makatulog. hmm, naisip ko nanaman ang "the girl" err, stupid fuck...
f) <-- f as in Fuck,, bat ba kanina pa ako fuck ng fuck?! hmm, am panget pakinggan "kanina pa ako fuck ng fuck", what i mean is kanina ko pa sinasabi ang salitang "FUCK"
g) sana talaga matuloy ang beach during the 4 day weekend. sana antukin na din ako...

to mordor, and back again

2005-06-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

let me tell you about my journey to mordor...

i thought mordor was somewhere in middle earth, apparently, i was wrong. its located somewhere along el pueblo, and you can find it only on a certain date during june. for this year, it was on the 18th, yesterday. the place was swarming with orcs, or urukhai, whatever they are called. they wear either black shirts with some things like, incubus or tool written in front. or no shirt at all. some of them have chains hanging by their jeans. its purpose, i don't even want to imagine!

they have this urukhai barricade so humans like us can't pass through.. they have their flags raised high, as a symbol of their strength, us being unable to go on.

when i got the chance, i tried to talk sensibly with one of the orc leaders, and i asked them how many of them are there.

"10,000 strong" he replies.

i would've said... "let them come" but they all started their humping sound.. "uh! uh! uh!" in a very rhythmic manner, while stomping one foot on the ground, raising their flags high above ground. it scared the fucking shit outta me.

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so much for another fete entry.. everyone has one. so i am not gonna tell you what kinda things happened there, you'd probably see it on some other blog.. so ill just post some pics, some of no interest, and some of which are very controversial.

part1: at dencios where coni and treated us a couple of beers

*sabog*

*the most controversial of all*

*hmm*

*jenie watches her loved one making uu*

*ugly shot*

part 2: on the way to mordor

*another ugly shot*

*h-h-w-w-p-s-s-p, wtf?!*

part 3: somewhere along the outskirts of mordor, damn we can't enter remember?!

*i was hit by an orc's poisoned arrow, my eyes!*

*the poison still has it's effect after a few hours*

*aba, may na-extra*

damn, i wish i had more orc and urukhai pictures. oh, and ive probably spelled tons words incorrectly. fuck! i need to know these stuff.

On many things

2005-06-17T21:37:00.000+08:00

this is very long, about diffrent things. i hope you read it..

my dull life, as i calim it..

maybe its not really dull.. i dont know.. im so tired of thinking because everything always turns out to be very different from what i first thought it was. as of now, i just realized that im stuck up on something, something not good which i just have to let go. i know its wrong but i dont really wanna let go of it. i know the reason why i dont want to and that reason is not good enough to 'hold on'.

its similar to stealing something you only want but you dont really need at all. you are stuck up on that 'object'. well, you know that greed, the reason, is wrong, and you know damn well that stealing is wrong as well.. but you still do it...

if you don't have that 'object' you see your life as dull. im feeling something like that. you simply change the words object, stealing, and greed, and that's what im going through... its not good, but that's life.. and sometimes, just sometimes, i hate it.

my new blog, and the little color of my life

i am really starting to like this template.. i think ill just edit it little by little since my life's having a little color. well actually, it has been there all the time, just haven't been looking at it.. i think i have some sort of sunglasses or something, that's why i dont see all the colors..

hmm, im not giving out many details am i?!

on neil geiman..

i mentioned before that i wanna blog about that 'american gods' novel, well actually, i just wanna quote a few of my favorite lines..

"Hey," said shadow, "Huginn or Muninn, or whoever you are."

The bird turned, head tipped, suspiciously, on one side, and it stared at him with bright eyes.

"Say 'Nevermore.'" said Shadow.

"Fuck You." said the raven...

well, i find that really funny.. i am even lauging as i write this, while i remember bart simpson looking like a raven on that simpson's version of e.a.poe's the raven.

here's another one

...I believe that anyone who says that sex is overrated just hasnt done it properly..."

well, i just wanna quote it, i don't have any comments.

and lastly...

...She went up on tiptoes and kissed Sam, depositing the kiss snugly between Sam's cheek and the corner of her mouth. You can say a lot of things with a kiss like that..."

now im currently reading stardust. i came upon that sex scene with the elf and wow! i was amused. i realized that sex on books is a lot better than on porn.. not because you have it all under control within your imagination, nor because you can discreetly repeat the scene again and again without anyone noticing (as buj would say) but because its very sexy and very UN-lusty. for me at least..

the caller

i HAD this girl highschool caller, not that im proud of it, just that i wanna share it. she's probably 15 years old (hmm...) she claim's she studies in st paul pasig, that her name is cleo, and that she called my phone by accident, looking for a certain guy named mark. well normally, i would put the phone on the knowledge that a wrong number was dialled but this girl went hysterrical and panicky. so, 'amused' by her weird behavior, i started to talk to her and tried to calm her down.. and then she asks all this questions and went on talking with me. well i was having fun talking to her so i just did. i told her at some point that i am 23 and she told me that she was still in HS, and i was expecting that she would put the phone down but she didn't. anyway, she is very highschool and very ma-arte. she speaks this "make tusok-tusok the fishball" language, and i always have this feeling that she impresses me with all her "neat stuff" and how she likes to shop. well i guess that's the fun when you dont exactly know who you are talking to, you can boast all you want, be egoistic, be proud, then stink off, and dont care at all.

after some time, i found out that one of her friends (alex, also a girl) is my neighbor, who's 2 seconds away from our gate. at that point, i felt that everything was a setup. a few weeks ago, my little brother also had a caller who claimed to be alex. i dont know the whole story about that but that was also the time when my dad exchange phone numbers with that neighbor. also, cleo was telling me alot of stuff about me, and my brother's which she found out from alex. so it figures huh?!

anyway, she's good, cleo i mean, id give her that. very good by my standards.. the deception i mean. oh btw, she has a sister who came from berlin. she claims that her sister is very pretty , much prettier than her (she always claims that she-cleo is pretty, hot and sexy). so, hmm, if cleo calls up again, which i doubt, but hope at the same time, id talk to her sister. haha. well would i?! well, she wouldn't call again anyway. so what the heck.

the girl

well, there's this girl i like, and don't like at the same time.. i'am very mean to her, well if she's not around. but if she's there, i cant be mean to her, in fact i cant be anything to her since i cant do anything.. i freeze when she's around. hmm, i heard somewhere "the more you hate, the more you love", but i dont think its that. (so why the fuck do i mention it?! stupid.) anyway, i dont wanna say more since i just might say bad things since she does not know anything about this blog.

about school..

it still sucks. i hate fucking ateneo. i hate being a fuckin atenean. an atenean means that you have rich friends and good connections, and other people thinking that you are better than them. that's what ateneans are known for. i bet that's what people would say when you ask around. when someone says you're an atenean, no one would say "wow, you're a man for others". that would be bullshit. i bet they would say.. "wow ang galing", probably referring to one's technical and bullshitting abilities. i know there are really good people in ateneo, and that there's also knowledge as well as wisdom from that school. but that's a rare find. hmm, maybe not the knowledge, but im sure there are very few wise people in that fucked-up school. there are names who stand out in that school, but after that.. what?! these names would probably rise if these would go to another school.

anyway, im still there. i have no choice, scholarship and stuff (apparently, a reason i should be gratefull that school). i have a 6 unit load and have class only on tuesdays and thursdays 130-3 or 3-430, im still thinking to which class to attend. i dont wanna write anything about school anymore. it pisses me off to see that fucked up place "in general". especially those stupid freshmen. a friend told me that there were these freshmen who was stinkin booze of their bodies early in the morning. well, as for me, i dont really find it wrong to drink in the morning if you like drinking or if you're an alcoholic like jenie, but these kids drank with another reason. its more of a, "hey im a freshman, and i drink before going to school, so i am cool, watcha think? so dont think im a freshman huh?!" fuck you, that makes you more like a grade school student!. hmm, i should stop, i said i dont wanna write anything more.

well, there are good stuff about ateneo, but i dont wanna write it, it ruins the momentum. haha.

on going out

ive been visiting gateway since tuesday. tuesday, i had dinner with xtiane and reserved tickets for wedensday. so wednesday and we watched batman along with mike. had dinner there again yesterday, and just this afternoon i checked if sin city was still.

tomorrow, ill be goin to the fete event. i really dont get it why its required to go there. it would be probably the same as last year (hopefully without the rain), and the year before that. people would be wearing black, with some band name printed on it, have chains attached to their wallet on one end, and to a belt loop on the other end, have their jenas just below their butt crack, smoke weed, drink beer and listen to good music. maybe ill be going because i don't want people telling me 'hah! looser wala sa fete!' or maybe i just wanna listen to good music and hang out with my friends. however, i do know people whose reasons are the former.

i also hope that christiane gets her car pretty soon. and we could have that four day beach outing. well here's the plan the way we really like it, but of course, when the day comes, it wouldn't be as such.. hmm here it goes: have a roof rack placed on the car, and attach surfboards unto it. then come thursday, bring the car with the surfboard's to school! yep, major poser. then when class is over, head straight to the beach. so at the beach, we have lap-tops or so since we should be doing our thesis. we'll leave the beach at tuesday morning then head straight to class. again the surfboards are still on the car.

nonsense post

2005-06-14T09:24:00.000+08:00

hmm, im starting to like this template, maybe ill just edit it a bit pag nakulayan na ang mundo ko. add colors and stuff.

oh, its the first day of class, my borther's fuckin excited about his first day in college. i dont give a fuck a bout my going to school. im just happy to see some people again.

i wasn't able to sleep. so i just drove my rx-7 (in ps2) and finished that american gods of geiman. maybe i'll post somethig about that book. i would also post about this caller i have, but there's to many to tell about her, and i can't kinda sort it.

hm, ive been jogging for the past 3 days, and ill probably jog again later. my body pains. but not too much. i like the feeling, makes me feel alive. weird. maybe that's what happens when you're life's too freackin boring.

it's all pride, i just realized it, and finally accepted it. i think these kinda things come to you when you don't get to sleep. maybe i woudn't sleep again. but of course, that's next to impossible.

damn life. when will this end.

fucking invitations

2005-06-13T18:11:00.000+08:00

bakit ganon?! ang mga kaibigan, ang daling yayain lumabas (kahit kayong dalawa lang), mag coffee, mag lunch, mag dinner, mag movie. whatever..

pero pag yung taong gusto mo, ang hirap!! bakit?

dull life, dull blog

2005-06-10T12:01:00.000+08:00

i feel that my life is very dull right now, so i made this dull template. its got no whatever kinda stuff except the links and archives, but thats it. if things get a little better, i'll change it back. i hope this happens soon. :)

oh, if you wanna see the old template, this is the address http://jm.aeces.net/blog/indexbak.php

again!

2005-06-09T17:25:00.000+08:00

nasa greenbelt nanaman ako kahapon. we watched this french film "the bullet". in french its "le boullet" tama ba spelling? anyway, ang pag pronounce daw ay leh-boo-ley.. ang panget pakinggan. parang gulay na hindi mo maintindiha. hmm, may scene dun na pagbukas ng elevator, puro usok.. kala mo may sunog. yun pala nagdoobi lang dun yung dalawang rastafarians. yung doobi nila sobra, mga 10inches yung diameter nung pagkaroll ng RP. hm, masnakakatawa pag napanuod, ambaduy pag binabasa lang eh.

umm, uminom nanaman kami, pero at least, 4 na kami dun. at kahit na mas madaming alcohol ang naintake ko, mas matino naman ang pag-uwi ko. ang labo.

at ang mas malabo ay hindi ako nagkwento.. ako pa eh parang non-stop ako ako dumada (pero wala pa ding tatalo kay abby). err, nagkwento pala ako about, umm, err, yun na yun.. at ayoko na magkwento ng ganung bagay, kahit na enjoy na enjoy ang mga audience..

so JM's new rule.. wag magkwento pag nakainom.. makinig ka na lang, humirit ng mga walang kwentang hirit, at asarin ang mga kasama.

meron pa.. NOT! akala nyo lang meron pa, pero wala, wala, WALA!

7th gear

2005-06-07T12:07:00.000+08:00

ugh. andaming nangyari kahapon.. pagod pagod pagod. kakagising ko nga lang eh, and im listening to the bond band, not that its relevant. gusto ko lang sabihin. tapos na-aadik ako dun sa panaginip ng p.o.t.

anyway, the yestHArday started with randy going to singapore.. hahatid ko dapat siya sa airport but manunuod ako ng wowowee eh, so tinawagan ko na lang sya at nag byebye.. anyway, papunta na akong wowowee studio nung tinawagan ko sya (minsan ko lang ma-apreciate ang cellphones)

my mom saw me on tv, pati na si pot pot at si pat pat (mga pinsan kong matataba) sabi ng nanay ko ang cute ko daw (Duh?! what would u expect from a mother) it was freeeezing there at the studio. ugh, di ako makagalaw. at nanginginig pa ako.. err. i shouldn't have left my jacket at the satellite. ugh.. (hmm, anlupit talaga ng bond band). anyway, i saw the 3 girlie hottie hosts.. kat was the hottiest. and that's probably about it at the studio.

then, after much deliberations, i ended up in greenbelt where i realized something, and found out something. err, both 'somethings' are bad news but i have to live with it, i guess. there are somethings that you dont like but you can't do anything about it.

anyway, i think i had too much to drink (since konti lang naman kaya ko) so i had a hard time going home. err i took a bus straight to fairview na malamang colorum pa, at muntik na ako lumampas dahil tulog ako. err. haha.. then i drove the car from the village gate to our gate. di ko na nga pinasok sa garage dahil (1) ang dilim at di ko na makita ang dadaanan ko tapos (2) sira p[a ang windows, di ko mababa, so di ko makita ang side mirror at (3) errr ang hirap mag drive on certain conditions.. di nga ako lumampas ng 30 nung drive eh. tsk tsk. hmm, that's weird i can usually drive kahit ganun ako but not last night. why o why...

anyway, hindi ako lasing no! akala nyo lang oo, pero hindi hindi hindi!

argh

2005-06-04T00:53:00.000+08:00

andaming email.. katamad basahin..
andaming pakialamero sa mundo..
wala akong matitinung picture..
wala na si pau..
paalis na si randyng anay...
wala akong load..
wala akong perang pang load..
wala akong pera. (period)
wala akong gf..
single ako..
may problema pa ako sa *something i dont wanna talk about cuz it pisses me off when i remember it* (so dont ask about it)
naiichapwera pa ako..

moon, tulungan mo naman ako!

moon, hanggang dyan ka na lang, wag mo na to pakialaman.

.:saturaday plans:.

fix things:
a) clothes go to the cabinet. (does it make YOU wonder kung nasan damit ko right now?!)
b) look for ojt stuff: nbi, sss (photocopy), medical, id pic. (its somewhere there in the car or in my room)
c) orderize? school stuff: assesment, id.
d) look for birth certificate. (i left it somewhere on the floor)
e) other stuff on the floor beside my mattress. (bwiset, wala na kasi akong kama. nalaman ko na lang pagbalik ko galing bicol. oh they decide without me)
f) cds. (they're everywhere)
g) computer table. (very messy)
h) room table. (i know i have one)

update link list here at blog (jayme, ala, matet, agnes, ugh nakalimutan ko nanaman.. nagiging goldfish nanaman ata ako.. kala ko dina ako goldfish after bicol.. ugh ugh ugh)

then movie at gateway with FRIENDS. argh. (bat hindi girlfriend, or kahit special friend man lang. ugh ugh ugh..) so much for...

.:sunday plans:. (on a happier tone)
confirm wowowee! sorry randy pero di talaga kita maihahatid pag natuloy ang wowowee ko!

last but certainly not the least...
i saw my friendly friends kanina. despedida ni randy... i got my violin back! yaaaay! sa gerry's yung despedida pero nag dinner ako with pong pagong sa mcdo para tipid. anyway, mas malaki nagastos ko kaka text sa mga tao about that surprise despedida kesa sa ginastos ko sa *drinks*. anu ba namang despedida yun kasi, hindi libre.. tuloy, wala kami nakain at nainum... buti na lang may padala si paula na cake at ensaymada.. at buti na lang eh nasurprise si randyng anay at mejo may napuntahan naman ang load ko (kaya nga wala akong load).. ooh its a small world after all..

haay, puro ka na lang reklamo, akala mo ang galing galing mo pero hinde, hinde, HINDE!!

after 1 week or so

2005-05-31T08:29:00.000+08:00

bad trip...
kimi panalo all the way dun sa nurburgring except for the last lap.. kung san nasira ang kotse nya at naging last place sya from first place. punyeta.

back from bicol...
wala naman ako ginawa dun kundi kain tulog tambay..

patay..
lagot ako tungkol sa isang bagay. pero ayoko na pag-usapan

paalam..
madaming paalam sa madaiang kaibigang aalis.

lets celebrate

2005-05-09T01:29:00.000+08:00

at last, nakuha na ni KIMI ang kanyang well deserved and long overdue na panalo! idol! idol! idol!

Congratulations!

ampanget niya. haha

awaiting for the next post

2005-05-07T07:29:00.000+08:00

i wanna post about our (holybench divided by 2) ecija trip but the pictures havent arrived yet so, next time na lang. anyway, i was browsing through my peechur collection kanina and saw these oh so "wonderful?" pictures, at gusto ko lang ibahagi...

Ayan si miggy, pinsan at inaanak ko.. mahilig sya mag labas ng kanyang dila

O diba, sabi sainyo mahilig sya maglabas ng dila eh, kanino kaya nagmana?! hmm.. teka lang, ninong nya ba yun?

Aba, at mahilig din sila ma... teka lang. dapat bang sinasabi ko talaga yun dito?! hmm..

eto naman si paolo, kapatid ni miggy.. teka lang, mas malala ito! wag nyo na lang alamin. hmm, artista pala si paolo. ano?! di kayo naniniwala? check this out

hmm, change topic naman...

nag shopping pala ako kanina, personalized plate pa yan: JUS 800, baket? wag nyo na alamin, saken na lang yun. hmm, di pala kita.

tapos may promo sila, buy 1 take 1, pero di pwede pumili ng color dun sa take 1. yung kulay ng shirt mo yung take 1. so eto yung nakuha ko.

hmm, change topic ulet,

wala na ako maisip so eto na lang.. pagong na gumagawa ng mga pagong! click here for a bigger pic

THE END

back to reality (with evidence) so goodbye mika, till next time - my first super visual entry with a very long title

2005-04-24T02:50:00.000+08:00

ok, so at last, lumabas na ulet kami ng musmos friends ko...

musmos friends - 1. hindi mga batang musmos, sila ay mga orgmates ko sa org na musmos. ayus? ayus!

anyway, wala si coni cunamay at si abby daldal. ooh, andun si javi na takot sa secret agent. di nya alam, secret agent din ako. ay, shet dapat pala, super visual entry, so eto, it all started with a mcdo dinner, as usual.

mukha ba kaming nag didiner? well, ganun talaga pag may camera

buti na lang kumain na ako sa bahay. anyway, everyone saw my new hair-do. since ako kumuha ng pic, di nyo (na nagbabasa ng blog ko na hindi ko ksama sa mcdo) nakita hair-do ko.

kung kaya't ito'y dalawang close-up sa aking mala-bunot / with bangs na gupit (c/o my mother dear otherwise known as the ever famous mama gays-pronounced as ghays)

at may nakita pa kaming batang cute na kamukha ng aking pinsan na "mukhang artista"

top, left to right: batang cute, pinsan ko, close up nilang 2
bottom: artista

pagkatapos ng dinner at ng napakahabang diskusyon (mga one hour) pumunta kami ng bel field.

may tugtugan
song of the night: 2 become 1 by spice girls

may landian

may kwentuhan
na syempre may kasabay na inuman na, ikinapraning ni javi, lalu na nung dumating ang mga undercover agents ni san andres.

may PAKIALAManan.
ang ganda ng kuha, sinu kaya nag peecture nito?

at higit sa lahat

may pictorial.

pagktapos patayin ang ilaw sa bel-field at ng hindi masyadong mahabang diskusyon (30mins) pumunta kami sa mini-stop para kumain at para mag...

..pa-cute

at umuwi...

may girlfriend na ako

2005-04-19T21:25:00.000+08:00

dapat alis kami ng friends ko last night, but di natuloy, so i called up my childhood friend marty, tas asked him what he was up to? since wala din syang gagawin, we went to this bar sa may timog. ugh, i forgot its name. anyway, we had a couple a drinks, and when i got a little *tipsy* i kinda hit on this cutie girl mika, while my friend was also hitting on this other girl. damn, see what alcohol does to you. anyway, nagpa-uto naman yung babae (joke dear), so we talked and talked and talked, and danced.

well, things got a little carried away, so i inveted her to the cubao house, which was still unoccupied. since no one was around, we both got a lil naughty and you could probably guess what happened next.

wala lang ako ma-update so nag-imbento na lang ako ng something interesting. haha, i bet naniwala kayo until this point.

3:31am is a very odd time to be blogging

2005-04-14T03:31:00.000+08:00

ojt hasn't called yet pero confident ako na tatawag sila, kung hindi, INA nila.

i went to bed at 2am, pero di ako makatulog, been thinking about... again. it must be those damn songs. so, bumangon ako at humarap dito sa computer. anyway, ito yung song. sana makanta ko to with feelings someday. aackk..

I never felt too good but in this world who would, I was always thinking, something wasn't right. But then you came along, and helped me sing a song, and now I feel ok. I hope it can stay this way!

You know we've got a good thing goin' and I don't wanna see it end. Are these the good days that I've heard so much about. there goes the heartbreak that I can live without

I've been so frustrated, bitter, mean, and jaded. I've taken for granted all the things I've got. But now that you are here, this anger disappears, and I feel happy too this is sappy but it's true!

You know we've got a good thing goin' and I don't wanna see it end. Are these the good days that I've heard so much about? there goes the heartbreak that I can live without

my brother bought dvds galore. more things to watch on boring days

these 2 were my requests, actually, yung isa lang, but he got the othe one anyway.

so i watched incredibles kanina, tas i realized that everytime i watch something 'nice' i feel like making my own story. so i got my very colorful journal again and started scribling random thougts again. and i ended up with nothing except transferring the notes on my outbox to that journal. hmm. /me is a hopeless writter.

ayoko na pala ng role ko sa SND. na guitarist/kahonist/violinst. gusto maging vocalist.. pero imposible yun eh.. /me is a hopless kantatero

random crap - whatever that is

2005-04-11T01:16:00.000+08:00

1) ugh. sad news is bahay tambayan house has been sold. gagawin na itong headquarters ng association of math teachers. kung anu man yun. maybe sasali na lang ako sa association na yun so that i could still "be there", and be nostalgic and all. hmm, dapat despedida party last sat pero di pala pwede dun cuz madaming stuff na nakatambak so nag spongebob movie na lang kami at pumunta na lang kami ng eastwood. and i did something, err.. bad? anyway doesn't matter now. she's kinda gone anyway. about the movie, there were these 2 lesbians sitting right next to me. and they were, umm, 'sweet'?! or something like that. ... ... ... ... MAN!

2) i still dont have that OJT thing. fuck it. my ninong offered me to work in * * * and said i didnt have to go there actually, he'd sign everything right away. but i turned him down cuz i really wanted the experience, whatever that is. and i want some fucking compensation.

3) grades will be released a few hours from now. and i have to wake up early. fuck it

4) i cant remember my dreams anymore. fuck it.

5) i should start saving. fuck it.

6) fuck it.

muveee - dibidee ga lore

2005-04-08T00:02:00.000+08:00

movies i watched the past week (share ko lang, paki alam nyo ba, blog ko to)

oh, shit, di ko na maalala yung iba.. goldie alert!! anyway, edit ko na lang pag naalala ko.
PS: i love my new playlist! mwah! err, im getting weird.

museeek - ska ga lore

2005-04-07T13:39:00.000+08:00

ooh, nag download lang ako ng bagong mp3s, matagal ko ng hindi nagagawa yun. share ko lang, eto ang bago kong dl's

letters to cleo:
1) dreams (parang sa corrs)
2) i see
3) here and now
4) ordinary girl (soundtrack ata sa clueless)
5) dangerous type (sila nga ba to?)

josie and the pussy cats
punk rock prom queen (moon...)

no doubt
1) spiderwebs
2) sunday morning (hindi po maroon5)
3) tragic Kingdom
4) underneath it all (hmm, may video na ako nito pero what the hell)

reel big fish
1) drunk again
2) everything sucks
3) fuck off song
4) why do all girls think they're fat

-- wala pa ako naririnig sa mga to (RBF). kaka-on ko lang eh, iniwan ko lang kse kagabi yung computer na naka-on para mag DL.

ooh. im looking for jeepney joyride cd, di ko alam san bibili..
ps: di ko pa pala na gagawang mp3 ung weewee song!

i got so bored

2005-04-07T00:57:00.000+08:00

kayat pumunta ako ng SM Fairview. wala akong plano kayat wala din akong nagawa dun. nag sayang lang ng calories and (some medical term goes here). ooohh, binilan ko pala si Paulyne ng G-string! it looks something like this..

ay mali, eto pala.

its a violin string pervs. G as in SOL string. hihi.

anyway, when i got home, bored pa din ako so i started a concert..
i love you no doubt, reel big fish, save ferris, letters to cleo, and sumlime.. that somehow made my day :)

PS: grabe pala ang makikita mo pag nag-search ka sa google images ng G-string

just another journal

2005-04-05T00:13:00.000+08:00

SND - sabado night day
coni: i want my violin back. my mom's pretty mad about me lending it to someone. besides that. i cant kinda remember 'things'. well, we stayed at my place. (what's new).. there was dvd - top gun. there was dancing (now that's new). there was beer...
when i woke up, there was tissue everywhere, there was candy wrappers everywhere, plastic cups eveywhere, a kahon beside me, along with a messed up chair. ugh..

FINDING NEVERLAND..

i watched that on an original pirated dvd last sunday.. ugh. i dont know if many would agree w/me but that movie is sooo nice.. ugh.. from start to finish. i love the door scene, the im happy, im sorry scene.. etc etc etc!

kanina naman, i went to my friend's place para bisitahin sya at ang kanyang anak. ugh. ganitong mga bagay na inaatupag ko. tumatanda na ako. damn..

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anyway.. i dont usually post songs but this ones really nice..
warning: mejo bastos

WAG kang UMIHI.

chorus: (to the tune of la cu caracha)
wag kang umihi, wag kang umihi, kung walang maihian
pagkat marami ang nagagalit, pag umihi sa daan

ang lalaki kung umihi, ipit ipit ng daliri
pagkatapos na umihi, tinatak ng kaunti

repeat chorus

ang babae kung umihi, nakasilip pa ng kaunti
pagkatapos na umihi, kinikilig ng kaunti

repeat chorus

ang bakla kung umihi, kinakalag pa ang tali
pagkatapos na umihi, ay tinatali uli

repeat chorus

ang tomboy kung umihi, nakatayo pa kunwari
pagkatapos na umihi, pinapag ng kaunti

repeat chorus

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im gonna make an mp3 of this one.. super matatawa kayo pag narinig nyo, meron pa about lolo and lola pero naputol na ang aking casette.

announcement # 2.5

2005-04-03T18:06:00.000+08:00

new tag-board / new chatterbox!

ok, its up. the pirated yahoo tag board, and so is the birthday thing reminder thing. if you want these things, just lemme know.

the pirated yahoo tag board is pretty similar to tag-board. however this pytb (hmm) has timestamps and it's smileys are from yahoo, and such is its 'name'. also 300 tags are shown and the rest are saved somewhere. tag-board shows only 20 and i cant seem to find where the previous tags are. well, that's the free version, i dunno about the paid version.

enjoy!

oy oy oy - very interesting

2005-03-30T13:45:00.000+08:00

kung sa english may 'cheers' pag umiinom, anu meron in filipino? umm.. ang 'tagay' ay ginagamit sa pag lalagay ng inumin sa baso.. siguro ang pinakamalapit na ay ang 'kampai' pero bihira ko naman marinig yun, ewan ko kayo.. anyway, may mga germans na may mas-interesting ng theory.. ang cheers daw sa tagalog ay

'oy oy oy'

bakit? isipin nyo pag nag-iinuman kayo.. tapos antagal ng walang umiinom, at tinitingnan lang ang baso, at may isang biglang gusto uminom, anu sasabihin nila? eh di

'oy oy oy, inum na bilis'
'oy oy oy, kami lang umiinom dito ah, inum pa'

and the list goes on...

at kagabi, napatunayan ko nga ito, andun kami sa tia maria's dahil gusto uminom ng alcoholic kong kaibigan na si jenie.. at pag iinom na, ang sinasabi nga namin ay 'oy oy oy' (ang daldal ni abby, non-stop, parang m16)

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speaking of jenie, nagpakabesprend nanaman sya kagabi. alam nyo ba ibig sabihin non? buti na lang at may kasintahan na sya at di na ako pinagsasamantalahan tulad ng dati. anyway, andami ko pa namang plano kagabi, manunuod sana ako ng elektra, chaka finding neverland na original pirated dvds. tapos mag-blo-blog (ugh, adik), tapos matutulog sana ako ng naka-shorts or undies (basta hindi pants), at hindi ko kailangan bumangon ng 2am (siguro kasi hindi pa ako humihiga) para gumawa ng instant noodles sa stove na walang gas which means walang mainit na tubig. pero syempre, dahil besprend nga, HINDI ako mag-rereklamo na walang natupad sa mga yun. hindi din ako magrereklamo na pinapagawa nya sakin yung template nya for HIS blog. hoy jenie, payday today, libre mo kami sa sabado ha! at hindi din po ako magrereklamo na ang sagot nya ay no. buti ni lang si paulyne sagot ng beer

new template

2005-03-29T10:59:00.000+08:00

hay sawakas, natapos na din ang template na to! ugh, im kinda proud of it cuz i made it from scratch. pati yung mga scripts na hindi obvious na scripts. err, may isang hidden clicky pala jan.. hanapin nyo na lang.. salamat sa mga nagsabing nagustuhan daw nila. hihi.. :) o well. wala akong ibang ma-post kasi wala naman akong inatupag kundi ang blog na toh for the past days. adeeeek.. mga 3am na nga ako nakakatulog eh.. wohoo.. ok social life time na ulet.. party tonight.. i bet a million pessosses na iinum si jenie alcoholic na GIRLFRIEND ni Tatoff.

meet my cousin paolo.

artista na po sya.
you can find his webpage here.

PS: chong.. gusto ko pa mag OJT.

semana santa adventures

2005-03-28T00:57:00.000+08:00

hm, hindi talaga ako religious (by popular standards), as a matter of fact, isa ako sa mga pinaka blasphemous (how dya spell that?) na tao. not that i am proud of it, but i have my reasons.

however, kakaiba ang holy week ko this year. ugh. it started at thursday with the visita iglesia. for the past years, nasa province ako for the visita, and its either naiinip ako or hindi ako sumasama. inaaway ko pa magulang ko so that di ako makasama. but this year, my family, along with miggy's parents did the visita here in manila. whats weird was that i was kinda excited to "pray" in those 7 churches. and when we got there, i really did pray (well, i considered what i did praying). it felt even weirder, cuz i.. err, secret. anyway, the feeling was soothing. relaxing.

friday was F.I.N.E. well we went to LUKBAN, supposedly to visit the grotto (for the stations of the cross. pero andaming tao so we ended up dun sa big church. the trip was stressful since kasama sila kaka, miggy and paolo. there were 9 of us in chong's rav4. at dun ako sa pinaka likod na super baba ng seats. ugh. after an hour, di ko na ma-feel ang legs at feet ko. and the trip was 9 hours total with less than an hour break. yung una nung nag stations kami dun sa big church. ung second was lunch at 330. ambilis namin nag lunch cuz freezing dun. we had no idea na less than 10 times ang sunny days sa LUKBAn, to think na yun ang family name namen. anyway, to add stress to the small leg space, everyone kept farting. and chong had the windows locked so ugh ugh ugh. can u imagine? yuck.

di na sila naawa kay paolo who was terribly sick. sumuka pa nga siya eh, considering sanay yun bumiyahe. poor yoda look alike.

anyway, saturday, we went to tagaytay. we left at around 330. paolo's still sick. and there was still no leg space in the ravishing rav4. and everyone still kept on farting. good thing the ride was only 2.5hours. when we got there (6pm), we had merianda from bag of beans. after merienda, we had pizza. and then we had dinner. hmm now that i think of it, we had mais before leaving paranaque and we had mini snacks during the ride. hmm, why the hell am i so thin? err..

ohh, we stayed pala at my ninong's house where his wife's jewish cousin was visiting. at para isabay sa holy week theme, they talked about religion. it was fascinating at first since there was this extensive knowledge exchange from different religions. at the end, it got borring cuz they all pointed to "we should be good" which everyone knows, and should not be stressed.

what was exciting tho, was the topic about faith healers. err, but i dont want to explain why. so jan na lang po. haha!

peechur peechur..

2005-03-23T21:30:00.000+08:00

this is in http://www.admu.edu.ph but you have to reload/refresh it a couple a times cuz the image changes.

its been a week

2005-03-22T22:13:00.000+08:00

since my last post..

nothing much has happened. the school years over but nothing seems to have changed. except that i hang in the house instead of school. i realize that i do nothing in school except go to class. i hardly even listen. it sucks when ur not close to any of ur classmates. walang gana.

anyway, ive been in ALIAS marathon since friday. i watched 6 cds last friday. it lasted for about 16 hours. break ko lang is maligo at kumain. i just finished season 2 today. kaya nga nakapag-update na ako ng blog. wala na akong season 3 cds so it sucks

pau had a surpirse party last sat that her mom, jenie and i were preparing. pero nabuko ata last minute eh. di ko pa din alam kung na surprise nga sya or not. it was a good party tho.. many people were drunk. many pictures were taken and many memories into the drunken night memory bank. i went swimming again since i dunno...

anyway. i transferred my phone's outbox content to my little notebook cuz that was long overdue (like this post). it reminded me about alotta things. like my dreams.. jazz. religion.. i like waking late at night. i get to think about everything.. as in everything.. and thanks to my phone. naalala ko yun sa morning.

anyway, wala ata coordination mga sinasabi ko.

hala na

2005-03-15T13:28:00.000+08:00

kakatapos lang ng "14point,long test during the finals week" test ko. may mga gusto pa ako sabihin about it pero di ko talaga alam sinu nagbabasa ng blog ko so wag na lang. anyway, that same teacher is giving the finals for that same subject tomorrow (can you imagine). but whats more irritating is that he is giving another "long test during the finals week" 2 days from now! (can you imagine x 3milyon?!) punyeta.. at wala naman syang naiturong matino. at eto pa. ang coverage ng finals ay lahat.. PLUS THIS 50 PAGE MATERIAL FROM WIRED MAGAZINE na BINIGAY LANG NYA NUNG MONDAY! (can you imagine x 60milyon?!!!). wahh.. nauubos na ang imagination ko!

anyway, i have a test in a about an hour so i better study.. or better yet. sleep.. good night!!

unpredicted series of events

2005-03-13T20:08:00.000+08:00

SILA NA! matagal na! tanginertz.. hindi naman dahil sa may pag-nanasa ako kay (must not drop names) _-_-_-_-_o kay _-_-_-_-_-_ (babae po ang pinagnanasahan ko) kaya ako naiinis, pero, una sa lahat, hindi ba naman inanounce sa amin. pagkatapos na ituring ko kayong kaibigan at 'besprend' pa nga yung isa, mag-lilihim pa kayo sa akin. masakit.. alam nyo lahat ng bagay na nangyayari sa buhay ko (akala nyo lang hindi nyo alam, pero alam, alam, alam nyo) tapos, maglilihim kayo.. tsk tsk...

at ikalawa, at ang mas depressing na issue.. ako single. bwaaaahh. opo, inggit ako. nabawasan ang single sa barkada (at dalawa agad ang nabawas na iyon) at hindi ako ang isa sa mga 'nabawas' na iyon. haaayyy.. TIIS. hindi naman sa hindi masarap maging single.. pero mas masaya kung may kasama kang mag-kung-anu-ano, at alam nyo na yun na nga! haay.. sana hindi sya ganun ka COLD.. hmm.. wait, must go back to the issue

anyway, dahil sa grand announcement na nangyari sa aking cubao dorm (shet, mamimiss ko yun pag nabenta na yun). napilitan si 'boy2' (must not drop names, its not my story to tell) na manlibre ng beer at snacks. ugh, andami kong nainom, at hindi po ako nasuka.. nakailang 'straights' pa naman ako! verry weird.

naiwan ni coni ang kanyang wallet at ang astig na watch so napilitan ako 'makipagtagpo' sa kanya. sinama namin si pau dahil malapit lang siya, si pong ay di naman pwede dahil driver ng family, at ang dalawa ay.. weh. maysarili na silang mundo. nanuod kami ng HITCH, at punyeta naman.. basta ang hirap mag-explain. tinatamad pa ako. may gagawin pa akong isang blog. Hihihi (ay nakup. must not go away from the current issue). ah basta yun

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going back to the cubao house.. andami na palang pangyayari dun, andami nang nalasing, nabuko, nabunyag, nabuong pag-iibigan, at kung anu-ano pa. punong-puno ang bahay na yun ng 'happy' memories. haay. anyway.. kain na kami.

cutie

2005-03-12T11:59:00.000+08:00

si cutie, ang aming mini pinch, ay nanganak ng dalawang puppies mga 3 days ago.
sadly, the 2 puppies are now dead. may they rest in peace.

post birthday post

2005-03-08T22:03:00.000+08:00

the birthday weekend..

so far, this was the best birthday party i ever had, even-tho ive never spent so much money in my entire life for one day. anyway, i guess the money and effort i put into it, especially getting the videoke thing from paranaque and taking it thru the mrt, paid quite well. a 'couple' was singing till about 4am, halos ma-ubos ang food (and they liked it, or so i think), at halos lahat ay bangenge. 'tas sinabihan pa ako ni tatoff at ni pong na astig daw yung party and that really made me 'smile and happy'. 'tas si super-conservative girl, nag stay at nag-overnight pa, which was quite impossible. nakaka-touch lang.

at ngayon na lang din ako ulet nakakuha ng regalo na hindi cash. at hindi lang isa.. salamat sa inyo, rhey, pau, (jenie and tatoff) and coni. salamat din kay pong sa banig na pinarent. at sa vodka ni jenie. salamat kay mike na pumunta kahit na ma-op na sya. at salamat sa lahat. im starting to like bdays agen.. naks, andrama.

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anyway, it didnt end there. saturday after musmos area, nag metroeast kami nila usual people. we planned to watch constantine so we did, pero napanuod na daw ni tatoff and jenie so sa ibang movie namin sila pinapunta. sabi ni pau, on any day, ok lang kay jenie manuod ulit ng movie. hmm... after the movies, we told the 'couple' that we watched MDB, a movie na hindi pa nila napapanuod. hehe, so they thought we just wanted to isolate then. anyway, we had another movie poster photo taken.

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sunday was justin's grad, and grad party. but instead of going early, we went late so that yung million dollar dinner na lang abutan namin. anyway.. nothing much really happend, my family just hanged-out in fort.

f1 resumes!

2005-03-07T23:52:00.000+08:00

i was supposed to blog about my party but then, i saw some nifty info about some drivers.

kimi is 23, alonso is 22, jensen is 24, massa is 23, klein is 22, and the rookie Patrick Friesacher is 24. they are about my age, and they are driving f1's! wahhh.. why the hell am i not driving one. i was following the whole season last year thinking that the youngest driver would be about 27, or even 26. but no! alonso was probably 21 and had a podium finish. kimi was 21 2yrs ago, and he was consistent in 2nd place. im 23 now and haven't even driven past 120kph.

anyway, its nice that ferrari didn't win this season's first race. its more exciting that way. i mean when they don't get the first place.

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AND FUCK IT, wala ng reply sa local TV.

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im waiting for kimi and button to get the chequered flag, as well as anyone from red bull. and kimi gets the cheq flag and schumi's right behind him.

bad burn

2005-03-03T22:21:00.000+08:00

im not yet over my 'hot head/irritable/angsty/fucked up/bitter' mood. although it has subsided a bit, my temperance is still way above its normal level. whats wrong with me?!

im turning 23 a few hours from now, and at last, it starts to sink in that i'll be having a 'birthday anniversary' tomorrow, is it too early or too late for that? but instead of following the saying that 'with age comes maturity' im going the opposite way. i havent been, in anyway productive for the past how many months; i have lost all the 'directions' i planned to take when i entered college, im getting very irritable lately; and i can't help these materialistic inclinations.

and speaking of, i was walking in the mall, 'alone' as usual, and i was thinking of my wishlist, may it be for my birthday or whatsoever. so, what the hell, here it goes, if you care in anyway at all.

1) i wish i could afford those overpriced party hats for 2mrws party.
well technically, i could, but i wouldn't spend 80 bux for 20 hats made out of cut-out cardboards, kahit na birthday ko pa. not when my family is having its own fiscal crisis.

2) i wish all those i invited would come to my party.
i only invited very selected people cuz im under a very tight budget. however, i think ive compensated for the effort i have and will put up for that party. i commuted all the way to paranaque just to get that videoke thing that would hopefully work and carry that 300lb thing back through the mrt ride. i went shopping myself. i transported alotta things from fairview to cubao (like the vacuum, coolers, grills, etc, u get the pic). i will clean that over dust-coated floor in cubao. etc.. well, i just hope that people would come and actually enjoy.

3) i wish i could afford to invite my ever dear friends to the party.
namely sara, dewi, trina, jace and ala;
kuya macky, preppy and wek;
christiane, mike, and pai;
karla, tia, sabssy, and ian;
oh, how sad it is for me not being able to invite you, but that's the way it has to be. i just hope that you guys would always remember that you would forever be dear to me, even if you don't share the same sentiments that i have, or even if you have forgotten my name.
anyway, who said that they actually wanted to go in the first place.

4) i wish that my parents wouldn't have to work so hard anymore..
and earn just a bit. oh i wonder how the hell are we able to survive each day with complete meals, electricty and water; i guess that's why we hear words such as 'miracles' and 'divine interventions'; and i thank our Dear Poon for that.

5) i wish i have that flip phone from samsung...
called [something] G H - E600. its 13,500bux so im just 12,500 short. i told you i cant help these materialistic inclinations. and im wishing for this right after wishing that my mom and dad dont have to work anymore. how convinient huh? whats weird is that i WAS always feeling 'fine' with my phone, and didn't really care about that it is a non-polyphonic, 2-tone phone, but NOT lately. i guess the media really has its way of 'catching up'. anyway, to make an excuse, id just say that every wishlist has these things so why go against tradition.

6) i wish i have a mini...
of any series. i just cant help this. i love cars and i love the minis most dearly. you'll just have to forgive me

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hmm, i suddenly remember that time when i hated birthdays, especially my own.. but thats too long a story.

anyway, ive been making this post since 10:21pm and its 11:41 right now. it took me more than an hour to post? whats wrong with me?

hmm. its almost the 4th of march, and im almost 23. and i have to sleep.

where i should have been, where i was, and where i wanted to be

2005-02-28T05:38:00.000+08:00

during the week end, i should have been in a movie with the graduating musmos peeps. i should have gone to the thesis presentationss of my dear ECE classmates to show support, and since one of my teacher requires it. i should have also submitted a recommendation to another teacher for my ojt/practicum. also i should have been on ABS-CBN as part of my field-trips class requirements.

however

i overslept on friday, so i missed the thesis presentations. pau and andrei couldnt make it to the movies so we had to postpone.

i had no money on saturday, so i stayed home till after lunch (since i dont wanna spend money for lunch). so again i missed the thesis presentations. i also missed giving my teacher the recommendation letters and missed the sign-ups for the field trip.

on sunday, since i had missed the fieldtrip, i went to my 4-yr-old cuz JUSTIN's recital, for which he played the 'grand' piano for no more than 2 minutes in total. and we spent almost 2 hours watching the kiddie recitals of twinkle-twinkle, happy bday, and baa baa black sheep, and the like. anyway, after the torture was over, it was time for a reward. why we really went watching the recital, along with the whole family (composed of arount 20 people of all ages) was to have a good blow-out in some god forsaken overpriced restaurant c/o justin's filthy rich parents (who are luckily my ninong and ninang). he spent around AT LEAST 200bux per person in CAFE-ADRIATICO in eastwood, since the cheapest meal is around 180bux, and we had to drink something, which is at least, 40bux. so with around 20people, you do the math.

during that dinner (around 5:30pm) we decided that we'll have merienda at 10pm since were having an early dinner. also, UNCLE MIKE was talking about the aviator movie which he read about that huward hugh he read in some paper during the old times. (malamang, he read really something but konti lang, and made his whole (long) story about the aviator guy up, which he usually does). anyway, since the rich ninong and ninang got curious, we all watched the movie (except for the kiddies and the yayas) again c/o the ninong and ninang. 16people watched (ha, i knew since they asked me to count) and with 130bux a person in the movie house, u do the math.

the movie started at 7:10 and ended up at around 10:20. ang haba. anyway, time for merienda! so we headed to yellow cab. (i like yellow cab again, i didnt like it for sometime). we ordered two verry bigg pizzas and a can of cola each. 500bux a pizza and around 40bux a soda.. with 20peeps, u do the math!. hihi

anyway. yun lang naman. hmm, sounds ah-lot, really. but i would have given it ALL up. all i wanted to be, or rather where, was in...

bulacan. but that was not required, nor was i there, nor was i even invited, hehehe

champion

2005-02-25T18:51:00.000+08:00

for the 2nd year, musmos nanaman ang nag-champion sa women's basketball

ang galing ni jak-pat, kaka-in-love..

hoy, bawal gumawa ng chismis!

i feel better

2005-02-23T01:32:00.000+08:00

pagkatapos mag type ng mga mura ng sang-katerba.. mas magaan na ang aking pakiramdam. kung kaya't gagawin ko na ang aking mahabang post.

anu nga ba yun? ahhh

nung friday, nagkaron ng induction sa musmos at binigyan ako ni myka ng girlie notebook at girlie pencil. salamat ha! hmph. pero salamat talaga. ginagamit ko na yun bilang aking dream journal, katabi ko sya matulog kasama ang flashlight dahil mahirap magsulat ng madilim, hindi sumusunod sa linya ang mga sinusulat. anyway, kung anu-ano na laman nun. meron about spiderwebs, island adventure, about my x. wala pa about HER, kung kelan may journal ako, chaka pa hindi ko sya napapanaginipan. almost all dreams dun, super weird. well kaya nga dreams eh.. pag ganahan ako at magkaroon ng oras (hmnm) ilalagay ko yun sa isa pang blog na wala ding babasa, para asteeeg. mahirap kse i-direcho sa blog cuz pag-on palang ng pc, nalimutan ko na ang dream

speaking of other blogs, gumawa ako ng isa pang semi-private blog se secret address na _________________.blogspot.com .. haaayy.. balak ko nanaman lumipat ng blog, pero chaka na pag may domain na ako at hosting. shit, nagiging nerdy nanaman ako. gusto ko gumawa ng blog na gawa ko.. hmm. gets nyo? ah basta ayoko i-explain yun. anu kaya ok na domain? tiis.net bogusbogart.net

anyway, saturday: bespren jenies birthday libre at gerrys worth 1905.xx tama ba?? GRABE. hindi ako uminom at hindi ako nag yosi.. wala na akong bisyo. pramis.. no drugs, yosi, studies, etc... anyway, wala sa planu ko ang hindi pag-inom pero inspired lang ako nung sat. haha.. anyway si bespren pau dumating from tagay-tay. hinatid ko sya at si bem after CUZ MAY CAR AKO!! wooohooo..

anyway, speaking of birthdays, ill be having my birthday a couple of days from now. shet, gusto ko manlibre, pero di ko alam sa ako kukuha ng 1905.xx pesos. hmm.. wala pa din akong pera.. wala ng nagbago. and i still have to do that german homework. at wala pa din akong YM.

ugh, its almost two, and i broke my at least 7 hours of sleep per day habit. ill be sleeping for 3hours lang today. YM YM YM... i miss u. wahh..

ok.. off to my handwritten blog / dream journal..

fuckity fuck fuck

2005-02-23T01:22:00.000+08:00

PUTANGINA, WALA AKONG YM! sa lahat ng programs, yun pa ang wala ako.. palaging nag-e-error.. shet, lahat na nasubukan ko ata eh. PUTA PUTA PUTA PUTA!! hmm, ive never typed so many PUTAss. FUCK, tangina, shit..

UGH! kaburat. shett!!! YM YM YM!! JM JM JM.

balak ko panaman guamawa ng mahabong post ulet na walang bumabasa pero wala na ako sa mood!! punyetang buhay to. feeling ko /reformat na to sa weekend.!!!

wahh.. ang aking server na ilang oras pinaghirapan i-setup. putanginag kawalan ng YM talaga oh.. mas importante ang YM compared sa server!! pooohhtahhhh...

at hindi din ako nakagawa ng putanginang german hw dahil YM ang iniisip ko..

TANGINA!! wahhh

teka nga.. bat ba gusto ko ng YM.. ahh.. onga pala.. pucha pucha pucha.

next time na lang!

2005-02-16T09:59:00.000+08:00

kelan yung next time?! sana naman hindi after the next life!

anyway. gusto ko i-sulat ang nangyari saken the after grace play (thursday) DAHIL BLOG KO TO!

Friday:
i met up with my friend, sara. i haven't seen for months now. sara is my X back in my freshman year. well, not really, that's just what people thought. haha! anyway, we met in up and while i was waitin for her, there was this group of "martial artists" in front of palma hall doing all those tricks which i thought only happens on tv. it was coolness.

well, our plan was to 'dota' so we went to this bench in front of the lib and thats where we played 'dota'. it was a nice game, and we cathced up on a lotta stuff about common friends, made chismis, etc. anyway, after the game, we ate.. and ate... and ate... there was chixbox? fishballs, mcdo, and admu caf food. all these consumed under an hour i thinks. and now, i wonder why we are both soo thin.

after all our money went to the edibles vendors, we hang out on these benches in the middle of de la costa and socsci and laughed at all the people passing by. 'she looks normal' 'that skirt should not go with that top' 'he has too many pimples', etc. yah i know iz bad, but what the hell, its fun, and we couldn't help it. anyway agnes came afterwards and she also did the same. people are nicer these days huh?

anyway, i had a test and sara and agnes have to go home so they went their ways and i went to the classroom, and damn i havent studiede at all!

after the test i went to the fine arts cast party where i played dota again.. it was a 'grand' party! all the kinds of drinks were there except beer! i tried not to drink, and i was quite successful during the first couple of hours. but then, they served the tequila, and all my defenses crumbled! but still, i survived the heavy drinking night without smoking! that was extremely hard especially if everyone around you is smoking. anyway, since i dranked i slept, but it was around 530am already, and we left at 6 it was not that bad. but then, i slept again.

saturday:
was corni. i woke up late since i went home early. i went to area and we hang out at bel field. pong had this banig where everyone sat. well almost everyone, since pong sat somewhere else. he also had this guitar which was not needed. GRABE mag wala si rhey at grace. i-nisa-isa nila yung mga kanta sa 1001 songs. that was it.

sunday:
was even 'cornier'. i went to mass.

monday:
was exciting. well, a day technically starts after 12mn right, and during that time, i was chatting with HER! and SHE was asking me to help her with all these nerdy stuff which BY CHANCE, i just happen to know. AND for the first time, she also asked me something which was out of topic, if you know what i mean. what happens usually is that i ask all the questions and she asks something related. or that she asks these matter of death questions. but last monday, UGH! she asked that out of topic question, as if she was starting a whole new conversation! well, i know it really means nothing but thats whats nice if you are not expecting anything at all. cuz if something like that comes up, it really makes you...

that night, pong and i went to the UP fair. it sucks beans. i did not like the bands, it was just the two of us, and everyone around us were couples. so i just texted HER, and i liked the reply. it was something like that out of topic question, but not quite. ugh, it was something new, i suppose. anyway, SHE was also asking me to help her on tuesday, but it never happened. i dont know... she never texted again. but iz ok. i somehow predicted it.

that night was also the last night i stopped playing dota, for the next day, i gave away all my dota stuff.

tuesday:
'next time na lang pag...'

patapon

2005-02-10T21:46:00.000+08:00

/me is STUPID
/me is TORPE

STRIKE 2 na to.

JAZZ pau pong JM watched grace in tapon tapon! ang galing-galing ni grace.

ikay katabi
binigyan ng pagkakataon
para man lang makausap
at makilala, mapatawa. mapasaya

ngunit wala pa ding masabi
kaba hiya takot ang dama.
hindi naman ako ganito pag
hindi ikaw ang kasama.

pero pag nasa tabi na kita,
akoy nag-iiba.
bumabait, nagiging wirdo
etcetera.

watch my new movie!

2005-02-09T05:20:00.000+08:00

dear friends, please support my new movie! lalo na dun sa mga hindi nanuod ng play ko!

CONSTANTINE

starring
JM Lukban

opens TODAY, 9 Feb 2005

the wedding!!!

2005-02-07T17:30:00.000+08:00

wooohoo, ive beeeen long-ing to post about the wedding play! hmm, pero parang wala akong masulat right now. so, ito muna ang aking gay role pics (with the bigay na bigay pose) plus another pic.. sabi nila, magandang babae daw ako! haha. so girls, mainggit kayo!

ricardo the planner (jm)

ivy the bestfriend (tia), ricardo the planner (jm), and pearl the bride(sabs)

ivy the bestfriend(tia), barry the groom (chino) and pearl the bride (sabs)

anyway, thanks to moses, grace, raph, abby, nix, randy, pau, jenie, pong, tatoff, coni, and jeff. wow, lahat pala ng TIIS people, nanuod.. MARAMING SALAMAT SA INYO.

ugh, ang saya ng feeling na pumalakpak ang mga tao sa aking engrandeng entrance, nawala lahat ng kaba ko. ang sarap ng feeling napapatawa mo ang mga audience. at ang sarap ng feeling ng pinapalakpakan at chi-ni-cheer, at nag-bo-bow. hehehe (with feelings)

after the play, sarap pa din. parang graduation. hmm, di pa pala ako gru-ma-graduate. anyway, the co-actors keep telling you congrats and 'keep in touch' (hm, si chino lang pala yun). tas we were all hugging each other as if di na kami magkikita ulet. woohoo.

hmm, now that i think about it, the whole play thingie left me nothing but good 'stuff'. (1) good memories: mga late rehersals, going out after rehersals, mga chismisan during rehersals. the play itself. (2) good friends: hmm, you know who you guys are and im sooo happy to have "met" all of you. and ill never forget the 'out of play' stuff that i had with u guys (3) good resume stuff. well, im not quite sure about that, but what the hell!! so much for being a 'well rounded' thin person

anyway.. this play thingie will be one of the most remembered expeiriences in my life. i never imagined that i would be able to do as such, and it took alot for me to go through it. lakas ng loob, kapal ng mukha, oras, etc.. never-the-less, it was fun. right... super uber fun. and i am so happy that i went through it all.

o i n k

2005-02-07T17:17:00.000+08:00

happy memory no 1.
'goodnight',

happy memory no 2.
'thanks jm'

happy memory no 3.
someone leaked that i stopped smoking because of her
at the end of the long conversation daw: 'aww, ang sweet!'

happy memory no 3.
'jm, jm jm'

haay, dapat pa-onti onti lang ang 'encounters' natin para hindi na-o-overlap ang mga happy memories. yun na lang ang nag st-stay sa aking isip, at yun na lang ang mga aalalahanin ko about you. at mapapangiti na lang ako.

un-less we go out on a date! that would be a goody and happy encounter, lalu na kung hindi kasama ang crush mo. pero kelan nga ba kita ma-da-date kung di naman kita i-na-ask mag-date. at hindi po ako nagpaparinig.

sa ngayon, masaya at nagpapasalamat na lang akong tuwing nakikita ka, at inaalala ang mga H-M na iniwan mo; salamat...
sa mga pag reply, at di mo pag reply;
sa pagpapahiram ng dvd na 'di ko napanuod.
sa pagtanggap ng sumbrero na hindi mo pa ata sinusuot;
sa pagkagat at pagkain ng yellowcab;
sa ride pabalik ng yellowcab.
sa pagtanong ukol sa orange at lemmons;
sa good night,
sa thanks jm,
sa 'ulul mo din',
sa pag-hingi ng tulong sa geekstuff;
sa breakfast
sa ride to school
sa 'next time na lang'

at salamat sa inspiration na binigay.
marahil, wala kang idea kung gaano mo naapektohan, at naimpluwensyan ang buhay ko

anyway, i made this ubercool poem for you. sana naman, mapasaya kita the way na napasaya mo ako, kahit onti lang.

you didnt watch my play
but it is okay
i just hope that someday
you and me will be okay

mmmkay.

u inspired me to stop smoking
tho in a very weird way
and when im all out and falling
i wish u have something to say

--- ang coool no?! *belch*

yep, that's right. as of now, until i dont know whem (sana for a long time, tho 2 months ang goal ko) ayoko na mag-yosi

* ohh lala, most baduyan entry ever*

artsy fartsy

2005-01-31T05:49:00.000+08:00

i feel so artsy fartsy. not just fartsy.

nag-model ako for a painting..
and there is more to that, but i would not mention it. haha

i have an upcomming play this week..

i finished shooting this no-budget film as she would call it. editting na lang!

w e just came up with a new movie, and time for scripting/storybarding whatever..
pero di pa alam kelan.

i officially have a band (HAHAHA, kahit na olats ako, feeling, at trying hard ako, at nakakainggit sila, at di nila ako kelangan) we had our first jamming last saturday. we call ourselves S N D. you'll have to ask me what it means. its the only contribution i made. hehe

"belt out your frustrations on..."

2005-01-31T05:30:00.000+08:00

on LIVING
not about L I F E
Im not where to stay.. damnit. i hate commuting for HOURS, but i'm starting to hate being a loner.

on WAITING
Id rather place myself on making mistakes and getting shouted at rather than waiting for 3milyon years doing nothing.
and no, its not about L O V E

on LOVE
"my world is spinning round, inside my head tonight.
i have fall into the darkness, and i feel i would never see the light"
and no, its not about H E R! (F I F I)
id think about love and wait for a while (how ironic)...
but theres no more time
id rather be sure
why dont you become a MAN, and take risks
id rather hurt my self than hurt someone dear.
if realizations come too late, well, thats the RISK i have to take.

crazy

2005-01-24T23:36:00.000+08:00

voices in my head tell me to do this.
to do that
which voice to follow, i do not know.
they all sound the same.

when they all speak so loud,
speak at the same time
i cannot hear my voice anymore.
i even feel that one of them is my own..

but none of them is real.. all IS fictious.

so i sit and wait, and wait and wait
hoping that someday, i would be cured from this insanity

-

* on having insomia.

you

2005-01-17T11:56:00.000+08:00

you are the apple of my pie
you are the ice of my tea
you are the hot of my dog

you are the cake of my cup
you are the root of my beer
you are the sun of my set

---

oh shit,
im such a very good pwet.

gray petals

2005-01-17T00:27:00.000+08:00

she loves me, she loves me not.
i will never know until i reach the end
.. or the beginning.

she loves me, she loves me not.
prediction killed the flower
.. and nothing else happened.

so dont be stupid
.. there could be gray flowers
.. do they look dull?

THE END

BBQ-popcorn flavored pants

2005-01-13T11:48:00.000+08:00

nanuod ako oceans 12 today! :) kasama ko si cool girl with shades at si jace with no shades (wear shades girl para cool ka na din!). well the 1st ocean's was better for me. thanks sa libre! naunahan mo lang ako!

anyway, i ordered this big sized barbeque popcorn and the flavoring sticks to your hand real badddd. tapos, may makating stuff sa legs ko during the movie so i kept scratching it. well, after the movie was finished, at nakita ko ang pants ko, iba na ang kulay at amoy nya! its almost orange and it smells like bbq. baddd.

in other news... i have this project "closure operation" at para sa mga nakakaalam ng kwento, i'm 0.05% done. good god! well, ganun talaga, salamat sa suporta anyway.

bagong multivitamins

2005-01-12T02:20:00.000+08:00

ninakaw ko to sa blog ni conrad.
goodbye enervon, goodbye revicon.

anyway, sobrang nakakastress yung rehersals kagabi (look what its doing to my hair!). late nag start, so late natapos, at hindi ako nakapagdinner. ugh! bad trip ang sama pa din ng acting skills ko, panu na ang autograph signing dreams ko?!

missing nevers

2005-01-10T19:11:00.000+08:00

nasa sacred heart novitiate ako kahapon to fetch my brother who was having a retreat. naalala ko lang na dun din ako nag retreat nung 4th year highschool ako. dapat silent retreat yun pero syempre, imposible mangyari yun.

anyway, upang madagdagan ang nostalgia, i met my PROM DATE! hehehe. LOTTE! it was nice seeing you again. sorry di na ako nakababay, di kita nakita eh. :( nag-kwentuhan habang nag-ma-mass at may nasabi sya saken na dalawang bagay na NEVER-EVER nya gagawin sa buhay nya.

ako pala walang ganun, walang never-ever gagawin. or maybe hindi ko pa lang na-lilista pero meron talaga. ugh. i have to think about it...

cap

2005-01-09T14:59:00.000+08:00

pinagpalit ko ang aking beloved bonet sa cap ni pong dahil ang letters na **** ay nakalagay dun! hehehe, kilig! anyway, she ignores me now and then, at ang sad lang. :( but then, the cap makes it alllll better! well not really, maganda lang pakinggan ang linyang yun. hehe. sana may digi cam ako para ma-picturan ang CAP! hmm, i wonder, nababasa nya kaya 'to. i hope it remains a mystery. ugh, torture yun.

note to self: ugh, grow up JM, grow up!

y tu mama tambien

2005-01-09T02:42:00.000+08:00

bumili ako ng dvd "nun" at pinanuod ko kanina at UGH!! nakita ko ang scene na "YUN" at UGH, DISTURBING! pati kapatid ko, nakita nya! anyway, it was inevitable, for the movie i mean.

Pero.. KADIRI Pa den!! um, sa palagay ko, accurate ang turn of events. i mean, pwede naman patawarin ang pag-****** sa nobya ng pinakatalik mong kaibigan at pagtawanan na lang yun sa makalawa; pero hindi ang... YUCK YUCK YUCK. Ugh.

back to school

2005-01-08T17:05:00.000+08:00

since pasukab blues nanaman.. im back to playing bridge and drinking at night! birthday ni chino (aka barry) thursday night at nanglibre sya sa tapika, since kumakanta din ang kanyang boyband dun (17:28 ata). oohh.. i love the wedding people cast.. it was nice drinking with you guys.

kagabi naman (biyernes) ay bday party ni jon, kahit na feb pa ang bday nya... long story! anyway, after 2 and a half bottles of beer, i was drunk again. at nakakahiya sa iba nyang bisita kasi ang ingay ko ata, parang KSP (hindi ba?!). at least madami dami na ako nainum na BEER.. umm, pic at last!

me & my alleged secret admirer, i like this pic kse mukha ata akong cool dito

paskong pasiklab

2005-01-04T15:59:00.000+08:00

ugh. ampanget ng paskong pasiklab. may mga nanghihipo pa sa mga haunted house! according to pau and jenie (the alleged victims..) anyway, mas nag-enjoy pa ako mag-hangout sa seattles best after.. at mag drive pauwi gamit ang aking pa-patay-patay na kotse. dapat talaga di na nagchange-oil. ugh. i had a long chat with randyng anay when i got home. right! chat sa internet. aparently, marunong pala mag-chat yun. at meron pala syang blog. pero nakalimutan ko yung add. baboosh

reunions

2005-01-03T15:50:00.000+08:00

dalawang reunion sa isang gabi! isa kasama ang mga ka-pamilya. pero sumama lang ako dun sa mga pinsan ko na kasama ko nung new year, so parang walang nagbago. anyway, may cognac dun.. henessey (Tama ba spelling?) at naalala ko si preppy dahil palagi syang nagpapainum nun, ang sarap! :)

after nun, pumunta naman ako sa holy bench reunion, wala masyado tao, but it was ok. ang drinks dun ay something like EL HOMBRE tequila. nag straight ako, sama. nag cards lang kami. damn, may inaasahan pa naman ako na gagawin, pero hindi nangyari. oh well, may next time pa naman yon.

new year revolutions

2005-01-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

ang pagbabago ay nagmumula sa rebolusyon (hindi po ako taga UP)

1) wag abutin ng dalawang oras para gumawa ng isang text message
2) wag magsinungaling sa mga minamahal (sa nanay at tatay)
3) wag na lang kaya (too doo doo doot doot)
4) wag sumingit sa mga jeep para hindi mabangga ang side mirror upang hindi ito mahulog sa kalsada
5) wag mag diet
6) bumili ng mga pirated dvds regularly at iwasan ang pagiging kuripot
7) mag meditate bago matulog for at least 5 minutes
8) siguraduhing makuha ang mga pictures sa mga telepono at camera ng ibang tao
9) mag-isip bago magsalita
10) hinaan ang boses ng 10dB
11) subukang sumunod palaga sa mga minamahal (refer to no.2)

gracelands

2005-01-02T11:30:00.000+08:00

every new year, we go somewhere to have a family reunion, celelbrate new year, and celebrate my lola's birthday. this year we went to gracelands in quezon taybas.

BADTRIP! we were supposed to go to SHANGRI-LA CEBU, all expenses paid, courtesy of course of my ninong, but apparently, wala silang accomodations. puno ang tatlong buildings nila. wow. actually, puno kahit saan, pati mga hotel dito sa manila, except sa intercon (uck!)

anyway, someone backedout from gracelands (akala ko talaga grasslands, yumyum), so we had somewhere to go. wala ako ginawa dun except mag-sugal with my cuzes. i lost 8 bux. bad trip. i should have lost more. ang theory ko kse sa sugal is that either win big or loose big so that you have something to look back and laugh with your friends or cousins. well, at least pagnagsusgal ka to have fun.

anyway, pagdating ng new year's eve, kumanta kami ng happy birthday, kumain ng crappy food from the overpriced crappy resto, nanuod ng fireworks display from all around quezon (since mataas lugar namin), at uminom. as usual, after a can of beer, i talked straight english, walked not so straight, and headed straight to bed. whats new... new year

HAPPY NEW YEAR. damn, ang haba. may nagbabasa ba ng mahahabang posts? oh well.

transformers

2005-01-01T17:01:00.000+08:00

simula ngayong 2005. dito na ako mag blo-blog dahil new year, new blog. well, hindi talaga. anyway, editations will come soon.. kakaayos lang ng aking computher! goodbye livejournal. sana di na magbago isip ko.